instead of sharing with my love i prefer sharing at here...
today i was thought that i would chat and have time with him after so long that we did not have the time to talk on the phone and so on...I'm sad and i was hoping that he would know how i feel if i acted differently but i was wrong.. he did not know how far and lonely ever since he started working night job... i tell u what.. i feel like I'm single and every Sunday i was attached to someone... yes true i do having hot temper its because he wont have the time for me... i guess he forget about what he promise...
well today high hope was to chat with and could webby at the same time... but he going out with his sister an brother in law... i was down not because he going out with them but he just make me feel so lonely...
i make mind to end this relationship but i cant.. i still love him deep... i cant lie to myself... i really thought that I'm strong enough to take all this risk but i was wrong.. I'm not that strong enough... hais... i just such a fool that this small little thing i make it up like this...
gosh....
i rather stop continued this if not i cant stop crying and cant sleep...
